There have been some pretty big life changes going on here. Something that once was beautiful and full of promise became tainted and ugly and has come to an end.
I couldn't be happier.
There is a new life in front of me. A new beginning. Full of promise and success. Of failure and lessons learned.
For the first time in almost 10 years I am free to be myself. To do the things that I want to do. Be the person I know I am and can be. To meet new people and friends and to get out in the world as the 'new' me.
I like the new me. She is fun and outgoing. She is no longer angry and hurt and bitter. She is a person full of emotion and joy that she isn't afraid to show. I feel amazing.
This life is too short to sit and dwell on things that I cannot change. Things that could have been. There are plenty of things that will be and still are.
I am lucky to have wonderful friends that were (and are)there for me when I needed them most. I appreciate them more than they know.
On to the next new chapter of my life!
(Sorry for the non doggy post, more will be following. Hopefully more regularly than in the past!)
Ow. My heart.
18 hours ago